No internal monologue

I have the deepest, bone-chillingest depression setting in. Also an insane feeling of nihilism. Fuck this stupid fucking country and fuck all of the idiots. Fuck me for getting a sliver of hope that we could have a better world. It really does mean the future will be fully on fire and sooner than we think. I was hoping to at least skate by and not really feel any of this, but that is all out the window. It really is like the slide to fascism in the 20th century because this kind of shit is happening all over the world. Never been truer – the homey Karl Marx: “Hegel remarks somewhere that all great world-historic facts and personages appear, so to speak, twice. He forgot to add: the first time as tragedy, the second time as farce”

The idiot fucking democrats just lost everything. I’m most likely going to disengage from all of this shit because nothing matters anymore. I don’t think Trump will, but everyone around him are going to burn this country to the ground not even sell it off for parts because what is there worth selling?

America is truly a cruel and nasty place. And not worth fighting for.

Americans are the world’s customers. We’re about to shoot ourselves in the foot and charge *ourselves* money to buy goods from other countries. We are too stupid to start making things for ourselves again (51% of the adult populace are functionally illiterate). We are about to crash the world’s economy. No idea what will happen next. Truly at the nexus of 2 new futures, but both represent an end to Democracy and Capitalism.

Collecting quotes from the CSPAM Trump thread:

“stop thinking about tomorrow, it was never promised to you anyhow”

“it’s like this fucking shitass country is built on an indian burial ground or something”

“I understand things look bad. I get it, things are not great. But consider this

Nothing good will ever happen again. Horrible things are going to happen, people are going to suffer. There is no room for hope. We can only despair. But listen: things will get worse. We’ll never have happiness again. We live in hell. Fingers crossed, but I expect that terrible things will happen and we’ll never feel positivity or happiness in our lifetime

That’s what I live for. We have to fight”

listening to the latest Western Kabuki podcast, they were discussing how prosperity gospel works with faith and the key tenet of prosperity Gospel. Is that the more prosperous you are in? The real world is a signifier of the amount of Faith and Faith God has in you are equally correlated

This heavily explains why religious people tend to flock towards wealthy or high society people because they see their success as a sign of their level of Faith

The satanic panic from the 1980s to 1990s was actually probably just cover for all of the Catholic Church sex abuse. It’s so coded with religion. It’s probably pretty clear that the fucking priest we’re talking about how the acts they were committing were acts of Satan, which then had some of these kids were actually abused by the priests, but it got skewered into the whole daycare scandals

1. Crimson Tide (1995)
2. True Romance (1993)
3. Top Gun (1986)
4. The Last Boy Scout (1991)
5. Enemy of the State (1998)
6. Beverly Hills Cop II (1987)
7. Unstoppable (2010)
8. Deja Vu (2006)
9. Spy Game (2001)
10. Domino (2005)
11. Days of Thunder (1990)

1. The Hunger (1983)
2. Revenge (1990)
3. The Fan (1996)
4. Man on Fire (2004)
5. The Taking of Pelham 123 (2009)

1. Alien (1979)
2. The Martian (2015)
3. Blade Runner Final Cut (1982)
4. Gladiator (2000)
5. The Counselor Director’s Cut (2013)
6. Alien: Covenant (2017)
7. American Gangster (2007)
8. Black Hawk Down (2001)
9. Kingdom of Heaven Director’s Cut (2006)
10. Prometheus (2012)
11. A Good Year (2006)
12. Matchstick Men (2003)
13. Black Rain (1989)
14. Kingdom of Heaven (2005)
15. Body of Lies (2008)
16. Hannibal (2001)
17. Legend (1985)
18. White Squall (1996)
19. Robin Hood (2010)

1. Someone to Watch Over Me (1987)
2. Thelma & Louise (1991)
3. Conquest of Paradise (1992)
4. GI Jane (1997)
5. Exodus: Gods and Kings (2014)
6. All the Money in the World (2017)
7. The Last Duel (2021)
8. The House of Gucci (2021)
9. Napoleon (2023)
10. Gladiator II (2024)

1. Oppenheimer (2023)
2. The Prestige (2006)
3. Interstellar (2014)
4. Tenet (2020)
5. Inception (2010)
6. The Dark Knight (2008)
7. The Dark Knight Rises (2012)
8. Dunkirk (2017)
9. Memento (2000)
10. Insomnia (2002)
11. Batman Begins (2005)
12. Following (1998)

“The power of a podcast is often found in its ability to distract the listener from events in their own life they would rather not think about.”

Some Random Goon posted:

This morning I was awoken by my alarm clock powered by electricity generated by the public power monopoly regulated by the US department of energy. I then took a shower in the clean water provided by the municipal water utility. After that, I turned on the TV to one of the FCC regulated channels to see what the national weather service of the national oceanographic and atmospheric administration determined the weather was going to be like using satellites designed, built, and launched by the national aeronautics and space administration. I watched this while eating my breakfast of US department of agriculture inspected food and taking the drugs which have been determined as safe by the food and drug administration.

At the appropriate time as regulated by the US congress and kept accurate by the national institute of standards and technology and the US naval observatory, I get into my national highway traffic safety administration approved automobile and set out to work on the roads build by the local, state, and federal departments of transportation, possibly stopping to purchase additional fuel of a quality level determined by the environmental protection agency, using legal tender issued by the federal reserve bank. On the way out the door I deposit any mail I have to be sent out via the US postal service and drop the kids off at the public school.

After spending another day not being maimed or killed at work thanks to the workplace regulations imposed by the department of labor and the occupational safety and health administration, enjoying another two meals which again do not kill me because of the USDA, I drive my NHTSA car back home on the DOT roads, to my house which has not burned down in my absence because of the state and local building codes and fire marshal’s inspection, and which has not been plundered of all its valuables thanks to the local police department.

I then log on to the internet which was developed by the defense advanced research projects administration and post on freerepublic.com and fox news forums about how SOCIALISM in medicine is BAD because the government can’t do anything right.

Just wanted to capture a memory I had – I was still in downstairs bedroom so this would be anytime pre-May 2020 – was hanging out in my room and my dad came in and sat on bed, I was sitting at the foot of the bed – watching random youtube videos. At some point I transitioned to reggaeton cause I kinda wanted to annoy my dad so he would leave, but instead he got into and liked the reggaeton music ?

1. Big trouble
2. casablanca
3. no country for old men
4. in the mood for love
5. sicario

1. In Rainbows
2. Kid A
3. OK Computer
4. Amnesiac
5. The King of Limbs
6. Hail to the Thief
7. A Moon Shaped Pool
8. The Bends
9. Pablo Honey