No internal monologue

1. 6.0/10 Diary of a Mad Black Woman (3/23/24)
2. 6.0/10 Host (1/26/24)
3. 6.0/10 The Lovely Bones (3/31/24)
4. 6.0/10 Sum of All Fears (2/24/24)
5. 6.5/10 Freaknik (3/23/24)
6. 6.5/10 Under Paris (6/15/24)
7. 7.0/10 Meet Cute (1/1/24)
8. 7.0/10 Saltburn (1/6/24)
9. 7.5/10 The Fall Guy (6/7/24)
10. 7.5/10 Guardians of the Galaxy vol 3 (3/31/24)
11. 7.5/10 Kandahar (5/25/24)
12. 7.5/10 Starship Troopers (2/25/24)
13. 8.0/10 Conan the Barbarian (2/10/24)
14. 8.0/10 Fail Safe (5/2/24)
15. 8.0/10 Society of Snow (3/2/24)
16. 8.0/10 13 Assassins (5/4/24)
17. 8.5/10 The Killer (1/6/24)
18. 9.0/10 Dune Part Two IMAX 70mm (3/25/24)
19. 9.0/10 Oppenheimer IMAX 70mm (1/12/24)

“The power of a podcast is often found in its ability to distract the listener from events in their own life they would rather not think about.”

Some Random Goon posted:

This morning I was awoken by my alarm clock powered by electricity generated by the public power monopoly regulated by the US department of energy. I then took a shower in the clean water provided by the municipal water utility. After that, I turned on the TV to one of the FCC regulated channels to see what the national weather service of the national oceanographic and atmospheric administration determined the weather was going to be like using satellites designed, built, and launched by the national aeronautics and space administration. I watched this while eating my breakfast of US department of agriculture inspected food and taking the drugs which have been determined as safe by the food and drug administration.

At the appropriate time as regulated by the US congress and kept accurate by the national institute of standards and technology and the US naval observatory, I get into my national highway traffic safety administration approved automobile and set out to work on the roads build by the local, state, and federal departments of transportation, possibly stopping to purchase additional fuel of a quality level determined by the environmental protection agency, using legal tender issued by the federal reserve bank. On the way out the door I deposit any mail I have to be sent out via the US postal service and drop the kids off at the public school.

After spending another day not being maimed or killed at work thanks to the workplace regulations imposed by the department of labor and the occupational safety and health administration, enjoying another two meals which again do not kill me because of the USDA, I drive my NHTSA car back home on the DOT roads, to my house which has not burned down in my absence because of the state and local building codes and fire marshal’s inspection, and which has not been plundered of all its valuables thanks to the local police department.

I then log on to the internet which was developed by the defense advanced research projects administration and post on freerepublic.com and fox news forums about how SOCIALISM in medicine is BAD because the government can’t do anything right.

Just wanted to capture a memory I had – I was still in downstairs bedroom so this would be anytime pre-May 2020 – was hanging out in my room and my dad came in and sat on bed, I was sitting at the foot of the bed – watching random youtube videos. At some point I transitioned to reggaeton cause I kinda wanted to annoy my dad so he would leave, but instead he got into and liked the reggaeton music ?

1. Big trouble
2. casablanca
3. no country for old men
4. in the mood for love
5. sicario

1. In Rainbows
2. Kid A
3. OK Computer
4. Amnesiac
5. The King of Limbs
6. Hail to the Thief
7. A Moon Shaped Pool
8. The Bends
9. Pablo Honey

1. The Last Thing He Told Me (1/2024)
2. What If? s2 (1/2024)
3. The Magicians s2 (1/2024)
4. Silo s1 (1/2024)
5. Below Deck Down Under s1 (1/2024)
6. Reacher s2 (1/2024)
7. Slow Horses s1 (1/2024)
8. Slow Horses s2 (1/2024)
9. Hijack s1 (1/2024)
10. Criminal Record s1 (1/2024)
11. True Detective s4 (1/2024)
12. Masters of the Air (1/2024)
13. American Nightmare (2/2024)
14. Monsieur Spade (2/2024)
15. The Magicians s3 (2/2024)
16. Married at First Sight AU s11 (2/2024)
17. Curb Your Enthusiasm s12 (2/2024)
18. Arctic Ascent with Alex Honnold (2/2024)
19. Love is Blind s6 (2/2024)
20. Zom 100 (3/2024)
21. The Bachelor s28 (3/2024)
22. Invasion s1 (4/2024)
23. The Magicians s4 (4/2024)
24. Conan O’Brien Must Go s1 (4/2024)
25. 3 Body Problem s1 (5/2024)
26. Everybody’s in L.A. (5/2024)
27. Baby Reindeer (5/2024)
28. Atlanta s4 (5/2024)
29. Reservation Dogs s2 (5/2024)
30. Real Housewives of New Jersey s12 (5/2024)
31. For All Mankind s4 (5/2024)
32. Top Chef s12 (5/2024)
33. Doctor Who 2023 (5/2024)
34. Succession s4 (5/2024)
35. The Boys s2 (5/2024)
36. Lover Stalker Killer (5/2024)
37. The Acolyte s1 (6/2024)
38. The Boys s3 (6/2024)
39. Slow Horses s3 (6/2024)
40. Sugar s1 (6/2024)

I can’t remember where I found it, but someone had a really good illustration of how grief works. They compared it to a ball bouncing around inside a box. On one of the inside walls of the box is a big button, and every time that ball hits that button, the grieving feelings happen. At first, the ball is pretty much the same size as the inside of the box and is constantly pushing against the button. Then the ball slowly starts to shrink until it can occasionally roll away from the button, but it still hits it a lot. Then less and less, until the ball is just something that bounces around inside the box and only rarely hits the button. The impact is still the same every time it hits the button, it just hits it less and less over time.

1. Narcos: Mexico s1 (2/2023)
2. Real Housewives of New Jersey s12 (1/2023)
3. Real Housewives of New Jersey s13 (2/2023)
4. The Last Panthers (2/2023)
5. What We Do in the Shadows s3 (2/2023)
6. Married at First Sight AU s11 (2/2023)
7. Band of Brothers (3/2023)
8. Book of Boba (3/2023)
9. Yellowjackets s2 (3/2023)
10. Love is Blind s4 (3/2023)
11. Ark s1 (3/2023)
12. The Night Agent (4/2023)
13. Extrapolations (4/2023)
14. Black Mirror s4 (4/2023)
15. Mrs. Davis s1 (5/2023)
16. Barry s4 (5/2023)
17. succession s4 (7/2023)
18. Smartless (5/2023)
19. Star Trek Strange New Worlds s1 (7/2023)
20. Star Trek Strange New Worlds s2 (7/2023)
21. The Bear s2 (7/2023)
22. Great Food Truck Race s16 (7/2023)
23. For All Mankind s2 (7/2023)
24. For All Mankind s3 (7/2023)
25. The Mandalorian s3 (7/2023)
26. This Fool s2 (8/2023)
27. Yellowstone s1 (8/2023)
28. How to With John Wilson s3 (8/2023)
29. Twisted Metal s1 (8/2023)
30. Black Mirror s5 (8/2023)
31. Telemarketers (9/2023)
32. Yellowstone s2 (9/2023)
33. Below Deck s10 (9/2023)
34. Arrested Development s1 (9/2023)
35. Love is Blind s5 (9/2023)
36. Arrested Development s2 (10/2023)
37. Ms. Marvel s1 (10/2023)
38. Married at First Sight s17 (10/2023)
39. The Golden Bachelor s1 (10/2023)
40. Ahsoka s1 (11/2023)
41. Secret Invasion s1 (11/2023)
42. For All Mankind s4 (11/2023)
43. Arrested Development s3 (11/2023)
44. Below Deck Med s3 (11/2023)
45. Ahsoka (11/2023)
46. Nate Bargatze 2019 (11/2023)
47. Nate Bargatze 2020 (11/2023)
48. Nate Bargatze 2023 (11/2023)
49. John Mulaney Baby J (12/2023)
50. Squid Games the Challenge (12/2023)
51. Loki s2 (12/2023)
52. The Curse (12/2023)
53. Blue Eye Samurai s1 (12/2023)

Best Picture

• All Quiet on the Western Front
• Avatar: The Way of Water
• The Banshees of Inisherin
• Elvis
• Everything Everywhere All at Once
• The Fabelmans
• Tar
• Top Gun: Maverick
• Triangle of Sadness
• Women Talking

Best Actor/Actress and Supportings

• The Whale: Brendan Fraser Actor
• Aftersun: Paul Mescal Actor
• Living: Bill Nighty Actor
• Causeway: Brian Tyree Henry supporting
• Blonde: Ana De Armas Actress
• To Leslie: Andrea Riseborough Actress
• Black Panther Wakanda Forever: Angela Bassett supporting

International

• Argentina 1985
• Close
• EO
• The Quiet Girl