No internal monologue

Why I love forza. The perfect non-activity activity. It provides that feeling of peforming a tactile activity which is ultimately meaningless. you get that dopamine rush of winning and seratonin kiss of achieving meaningful progress towards an achievable goal. It gives me that forgotten ability to split my attention betweem visual and audible interactions with no consequences. I can quit a race when I fuck up. I can skip back to catch a misremembered podcast thought or find out the name of an intriguing song.

1. Polar (Mads Mikkelsen’s john wick)
2. 30 for 30 – i am water
3. Portrait of a Lady on Fire
4. the go-getter
5. tom waits movie with guy from almost famous
6. the blackcoats daughter (Hween) NF
7. Creep/Creep 2 (Hween) NF
8. The Invitation (Hween) NF
9. Sweetheart (Hween) NF
10. On the Rocks
11. The Witch
12. Body of Lies
13. Bacurau
14. First Cow
15. Personal History of David Copperfield
16. Purge movies?
17. Ford V Ferrari
18. Waves
19. If Beale Street
20. Syriana
21. Scare Me
22. Tim Chalome netflix
23. Chris Pine netflix
24. Charlie Kaufman netflix
25. Mank
26. The dark and the wicked
27. The Assistant
28. Beanpole
29. Collective
30. Steve McQueen Amazon films
31. The Nest
32. A sun netflix taiwan
33. The Grandmaster
34. New years Eve
35. 200 cigarettes
36. Sleepless in seattle
37. waiting to exhale
38. The holiday
39. definitely maybe
40. Carol
41. margaret extended
42. Into the Wild Netflix
43. The sound of metal
44. Spotlight lucy

1. The Witcher
2. Watchmen (not finished)
3. Picard (not finished)
4. The Good Place s4 (not finished)
5. 90 Day Fiance s4, s5, s6
6. 90 Day Fiance Happily Ever After s1, s2, s3
7. 90 Day Fiance The Other Way s2 (unfinished)
8. Dead to Me s2
9. Zero Zero Zero
10. Gomorra s1, s2, s3 (not finished)
11. The Good Fight s3 (not finished)
12. The Thick of It s1, s2, s3, s4 (not finished)
13. What We Do in the Shadows s1 (not finished)
14. The Sopranos s1 (not finished)
15. The Outsider (not finished)
16. The Wire s1 (not finished)
17. Dirty John s1, s2 (not finished)
18. Vagrant Queen s1
19. The Trip s1 (not finished)
20. Letterkenny s1, s2, s3 (not finished)
21. Rick and Morty s4
22. Killing Eve s2 (not finished)
23. The Last Dance
24. Fleabag s2 (not finished)
25. Solar Opposites s1 (not finished)
26. House Hunters Comedians on Couches
27. Indian Matchmaking
28. Bosch s1, s2, s3, s4 (not finished)
29. Married at first sight s19 (not finished)
30. Atlanta s1, s2 (not finished)
31. Love After Lockup s1
32. AP Bio s2 (unfinished)
33. The Haunting of Bly House (unfinished)
34. Dark s3 (unfinished)
35. Teenage Bounty Hunters (unfinished)
36. World’s Toughest Race
37. Queen’s Gambit
38. Gangs of London (unfinished)
39. Selena (unfinished)
40. Burning Love s1
41. Party Down s1 (unfinished)
42. Ted Lasso s1 (unfinished)
43. Saved by the Bell reboot s1 (unfinished)
44. How to with John Wilson (unfinished)
45. 12 Monkeys s1 (unfinished)
46. Seinfeld s7
47. Raised by Wolves s1 (unfinished)
48. Pen15 s1 (unfinished)
49. How to with John Wilson
50. Eastbound and Down s3 (unfinished)
51. Alice in Borderland

1. The Chi
2. I May Destroy You
3. Normal People
4. Altered Carbon s2
5. The OA s2
6. Mindhunters s2
7. Devs
8. The Queens Gambit
9. Luke Cage S2
10. Iron Fist S2
11. Daredevil S3
12. The Punisher S2
13. Jessica Jones S3

1. 3.0/10 Billionaire Boys Club (10/1/20) Trump covid day
2. 4.0/10 Beautiful Girls (2/19/20)
3. 4.0/10 Geostorm (7/25/20)
4. 4.0/10 Just Friends (7/4/20)
5. 4.0/10 Made in Italy (8/9/20)
6. 4.5/10 Like a Boss (4/18/20)
7. 5.0/10 Life of the Party (6/27/20)
8. 5.0/10 Scouts Guide to the Zombie Apocalypse (6/12/20)
9. 5.5/10 Drum and Bass The Movement (10/22/20)
10. 5.5/10 Fantasy Island (7/11/20)
11. 5.5/10 Happiest Season (12/14/20)
12. 5.5/10 Mulan 2020 (9/4/20)
13. 5.5/10 The New Mutants (11/28/20)
14. 5.5/10 Project Power (8/19/20)
15. 5.5/10 3022 (2/12/20)
16. 5.5/10 Butterfly Kisses (1/26/20)
17. 5.5/10 Skyline (12/9/20)
18. 5.5/10 The Spirit of Christmas (1/1/20)
19. 5.5/10 Wonder Woman 84 (12/26/20)
20. 6.0/10 1BR (9/4/20)
21. 6.0/10 The Accountant (4/18/20)
22. 6.0/10 Battleship (10/2/20)
23. 6.0/10 Before We Go (10/3/20)
24. 6.0/10 Downhill (11/24/20)
25. 6.0/10 Freaky (12/5/20)
26. 6.0/10 Head Count (4/4/20)
27. 6.0/10 Heartburn (3/16/20)
28. 6.0/10 The Hunt (12/6/20)
29. 6.0/10 IT Chapter Two (1/25/20)
30. 6.0/10 Joker (1/1/20)
31. 6.0/10 Jumanji 2 (3/13/20)
32. 6.0/10 Love & Monsters (10/23/20)
33. 6.0/10 Love and Other Drugs (10/31/20)
34. 6.0/10 Piranha (5/30/20)
35. 6.0/10 The Rental (8/2/20)
36. 6.0/10 The Silence (5/24/20)
37. 6.0/10 Take Your Pills (11/14/20)
38. 6.0/10 The Thing 2011 (10/24/20)
39. 6.0/10 Twilight Zone The Movie (8/29/20)
40. 6.0/10 Warcraft (11/13/20)
41. 6.0/10 We Summon the Darkness (5/1/20)
42. 6.5/10 About Time (6/29/20)
43. 6.5/10 Aquaman (11/25/20)
44. 6.5/10 Beach House (8/2/20)
45. 6.5/10 Bloodshot (4/5/20)
46. 6.5/10 Borat 2 (10/25/20)
47. 6.5/10 Greyhound (7/11/20)
48. 6.5/10 The Hangover Part 2 (6/15/20)
49. 6.5/10 The Hangover Part 3 (6/16/20)
50. 6.5/10 Knight and Day (12/11/20)
51. 6.5/10 Lovebirds (5/22/20)
52. 6.5/10 National Lampoons Christmas Vacation (12/25/20)
53. 6.5/10 Onward (3/20/20)
54. 6.5/10 The Poseidon Adventure (9/12/20)
55. 6.5/10 Triple 9 (3/20/20)
56. 6.5/10 Wedding Crashers (5/31/20)
57. 6.5/10 Wine Country (6/21/20)
58. 6.5/10 Wolf of Snow Hollow (10/31/20)
59. 7.0/10 Ad Astra (5/25/20)
60. 7.0/10 American Murder: The Family Next Door (10/25/20)
61. 7.0/10 Aniara (2/22/20)
62. 7.0/10 Beirut (11/7/20)
63. 7.0/10 Blackhat (11/9/20)
64. 7.0/10 Bridesmaids (9/21/20)
65. 7.0/10 Clue (7/1/20)
66. 7.0/10 Clueless (6/7/20)
67. 7.0/10 Detective Pikachu (8/29/20)
68. 7.0/10 Fast & Furious 3: Tokyo Drift (2/7/20)
69. 7.0/10 La Llorona (8/15/20)
70. 7.0/10 Last Breath (6/20/20)
71. 7.0/10 The Lodge (10/31/20)
72. 7.0/10 Meantime (3/20/20)
73. 7.0/10 Queen and Slim (11/14/20)
74. 7.0/10 Save Yourselves (11/18/20)
75. 7.0/10 School of Rock (6/20/20)
76. 7.0/10 Star Trek Beyond (9/27/20)
77. 7.0/10 Sunshine (11/12/20)
78. 7.0/10 Underwater (6/21/20)
79. 7.0/10 The Vast of Night (12/27/20)
80. 7.0/10 Voyage of Time (12/29/20)
81. 7.0/10 The Wedding Guest (11/12/20)
82. 7.0/10 World War Z (5/17/20)
83. 7.5/10 Batman Begins (9/10?/20)
84. 7.5/10 Beastie Boy Story (10/5/20)
85. 7.5/10 The Bourne Legacy (11/17/20)
86. 7.5/10 Class Action Park (8/29/20)
87. 7.5/10 Contagion (2/9/20)
88. 7.5/10 The Counselor Director’s cut (9/5/20)
89. 7.5/10 Da 5 Bloods (9/18/20)
90. 7.5/10 Fireballs (11/14/20)
91. 7.5/10 Friday (4/3/20)
92. 7.5/10 The Hangover (6/12/20)
93. 7.5/10 The Invisible Man (5/16/20)
94. 7.5/10 Just Mercy (1/17/20)
95. 7.5/10 Low Tide (1/1/20)
96. 7.5/10 The Martian (7/?/20)
97. 7.5/10 Meru (1/11/20)
98. 7.5/10 Old Guard (8/22/20)
99. 7.5/10 Plus One (2/15/20)
100. 7.5/10 Possessor (11/18/20)
101. 7.5/10 Ready or Not (3/14/20)
102. 7.5/10 Sea Fever (12/28/20)
103. 7.5/10 Snowpiercer (2/24/20)
104. 7.5/10 Starship Troopers (7/16/20)
105. 7.5/10 Superbad (11/3/20)
106. 8.0/10 Arctic (7/21/20)
107. 8.0/10 Blue Valentine (3/1/20)
108. 8.0/10 The Bourne Identity (11/13/20)
109. 8.0/10 Captain America #1 (12/27/20)
110. 8.0/10 Contagion (3/13/20)
111. 8.0/10 Dancer in the Dark (6/28/20)
112. 8.0/10 Downfall (11/10/20)
113. 8.0/10 Edge of Tomorrow (4/5/20)
114. 8.0/10 His House (11/6/20)
115. 8.0/10 Interstellar (1/20/20)
116. 8.0/10 Knives Out (11/28/20)
117. 8.0/10 The Last of the Mohicans (10/25/20)
118. 8.0/10 Lessons From Darkness (3/23/20)
119. 8.0/10 Lover’s Rock (12/17/20) *** Re-evaluate after seeing rest of Small Axes
120. 8.0/10 Midsommar (3/29/20)
121. 8.0/10 Moneyball (11/7/20)
122. 8.0/10 Once Upon a Time in Hollywood (2/12/20)
123. 8.0/10 Palm Springs (7/10/20)
124. 8.0/10 Step Brothers (12/16/20)
125. 8.0/10 Stop Making Sense (10/21/20)
126. 8.0/10 Tenet (12/12/20)
127. 8.0/10 20th Century Women (9/26/20)
128. 8.5/10 1917 (11/5/20)
129. 8.5/10 Annihilation (10/16/20)
130. 8.5/10 A Serious Man (3/19/20)
131. 8.5/10 The Bourne Supremacy (11/15/20)
132. 8.5/10 The Bourne Ultimatum (11/15/20)
133. 8.5/10 The Death of Stalin (10/7/20)
134. 8.5/10 Ghostbusters (6/27/20)
135. 8.5/10 Heat (1/24/20)
136. 8.5/10 Hypernormalisation (7/8/20)
137. 8.5/10 Killing Them Softly (10/3/20)
138. 8.5/10 Michael Clayton (11/7/20)
139. 8.5/10 Uncut Gems (2/1/2020)
140. 9.0/10 Lone Star (2/22/20)
141. 9.0/10 Parasite (2/17/20)
142. 9.0/10 Roma (7/26/20)
143. 9.0/10 Uncut Gems (10/15/20)

Not sure if I’ve done one of these, too lazy to search right now.

1. Radiohead
2. The National
3. Explosions in the Sky
4. Sigur Ros
5. Bjork
6. Beulah
7. Joy Division
8. New Order
9. Russian Circles
10. Bonobo
11. The Lucksmiths
12. Elliott Smith
13. Sufjan Stevens
14. DJ Shadow
15. John Coltrane
16. Miles Davis
17. Minus the Bear
18. El Ten Eleven

Favorite Album – The Postal Service

Perfect Albums: What I mean by this is an album that is solid all the way through, no stinkers, clunkers, fillers, straight up bangers filled with classics all the way through.

1. The Postal Service – Give Up
2. DJ Shadow – Endtroducing

Stone cold solid bands that never went further than their first EP

1. Raised Among Wolves
2. Friends in the Mountains

1. Russian Doll
2. Dead to Me
3. The Good Fight s2
4. 90 Day Fiance
5. Before the 90 days
6. What we do in the shadows
7. Deadwood
8. Chernobyl
9. Dark Season 2
10. Dirty John Season 1
11. Succession S2
12. Evil s1

Instant listen – the words “post punk” or “J-Dilla inspired.”

1. Big Trouble in Little China
2. Casablanca
3. The Big Lebowski
4. Barcelona
5. No Country for Old Men
6. Out of Sight
7. Sneakers
8. Midnight Run

• Rolling Thunder/No Country for Old Men – nihilism
• Taxi Driver/Nightcrawler
• Attack the Block/The World’s End (brit alien invasion)
• No Country for Old Men/Sicario (Cartel)
• PCU/Old School (How dross becomes the man)
• Audition/Gone Girl (consequences of fucking with the wrong woman)
• Tell No One/Gone Girl (best in class novel to movie adaptations)
• Pineapple Express/The End
• Magnolia/Snow Angels
• Magic Mike/Spring Breakers/No Pain no Gain (Floridian late capitalism)
• Goodfellas/Boogie Nights (non-schlocky derivative)
• Rushmore/American Splendor (Sic Transit Gloria)
• Sleepaway Camp/Wet Hot American Summer (watching Sleepaway Camp first, you’ll expect WHAS to be a slasher flick and then it isn’t)
• Finding Nemo/Leviathan
• The Big Sleep/The Long Goodbye/The Big Lebowksi/Inherent Vice/Under the Silver Lake
• Inception/Last Year at Marienbad/Certified Copy
• You’re Next/Ready or Not
• Uncut Gems/Enter the Void
• Conan the Barbarian/Endless Summer 2
• Sea Fever/You’re Next
• Roma/Parasite
• The gambler/uncut gems – idiotic desperation, middle-aged, white people problems
• Out of Sight/Jackie Brown – Elmore Leonard Cinematic Universe
• Burn After Reading/In the Loop – govt incompetency
• Midsommar/Bacurau – don’t fuck with forces you can’t understand
• Bad lieutenant port of call new Orleans/wrath of man
• Say Anything/Grosse Pointe Blank + obvious
• Da 5 Bloods/Triple Frontier – ashes of the American empire
• Dr. Strange love/In the Loop – governmental spin and incompetence 
• Metropolitan/Salt burn – petit bourgeoisie genx v genz
• The Long Goodbye/Fletch/Confess Fletch
• Edge of tomorrow/sicario/the counselor